50 kind of feelings

"What the fish!" These are the exact words I want to use for the whole humanity and the way it is proceeding or at least the way it's seen proceeding from my side. Horns are honking, air is getting poisoned, water bodies are shrinking, people are spending their lives doing what they never wanted or supposed to do and me going all nuts and cynical about everything  and you know what all the motivational stuff sounds total crap. After a time when you realize that if you really wanna do something it should come from inside. But nobody will tell you what this "inside" is? Let me tell you it's nothing more than a rubbish manipulative idea prevailing in this dumb world. There's no inside, never been any. The bold truth is get away from all the theories and philosophies that unnecessarily passes by you because first they are human-made and second every being has a different journey, experience and support. One's method can not be followed in case of ...

Occasionaly when life hits me hard, I ask this question to myself multiple times that am I working hard? Am I working good enough? or Am I working all the time? T he answer is mostly no and this is really frustrating. I am a confused entity and a worried one too. I am worried whether I am gonna be wealthy or not, whether I will be able to keep my family happy, whether I will always have good hair cause I really love my hair. For an unnoticeable person even the very normal thing he has matters very much and my hair for me is one of those things. When I was in my school I used to think that I would remain stick to a safe path you know studying well and then get a good job but presently I am on a way way different track, I used to feel very certain and fixed but now I feel my journey as of most uncertain kind. I have this fear that I am sure about everybody else has in my circle but I can’t feel sure for myself if am gonna get success or satisfaction. I like Jack Sparrow (Pirate...