50 kind of feelings

It's hard to describe the silence and recurrent exhaustion devoid of depth..I move in an unreasonable motion my   state is of beyond pain, like burning in the rain now i   am lost....i am lost in all this agitation and i can't......i can't be one of the chosen one of the chosen...............one of the chosen Time seems to be waiting....for me to bleed   & cry numb eyes of mine see the future...with a harsh throat so dry sitting dead blank   all day absorbing....all the dismay Now I'm lost..I'm lost, I'm sick of motivation and I can't be.....I can't be one of the chosen one of the chosen...............one of the chosen My cheeks have shrunken...........and they don't stretch now seek tears but i hear them weeping...through the heart only now hands shiver and legs get thinner day by day....losing all the passion I feel tremors...breaking my muscles and arising ...

This stupid world...this stupid world is confusing like a beautiful girl, it   enchants you... it   attracts you... but when you start to know it feels so dull.... you wanna drown in the depth of its charm you wanna hold it tight in your arms it makes you feel like the luckiest guy they you go crazy and give it a chance but....world is delusional....world is a lie it says you're about to have a good time but in the end it makes you cry...it makes you cry This stupid world...this stupid world is confusing like a beautiful girl, it enchants you... it attracts you... but when you start to know it feels so dull.... you'll try to convince what's right by all means won't change a thing ending up where you begin soon all your wisdom be failing for a smile and this trap never lets you win boy, world's   a delusion.....world is a lie it says you're about to have it all but in the end it makes you cry....it...